Thursday, June 09, 2005

DIE HEART

这不是我想看到的。
我不知道我留下来的原因了,越是接近,越是心痛,为什么我要留下来?如果是这样一塌糊涂的状况,为什么我还要留下来?心,很伤。我们不是应该一起努力搞好的吗?当我去到其他剧团时,我发现大家都往前冲,大家都十分明白搞一个演出的机会并不简单,十分珍惜手上的工作,奋力完成。然后我开始觉得我陷入沙丘的漩涡,深深的无力感,让我忘记了挣扎,应该说不知道如何挣扎,我的烦恼好像脚上系着铁球,拼命将我往下拉。
如果戏剧是一两个人可以搞成的,我想我也不会对它如此着迷。
如果戏剧是一两个人可以搞好的话,我想我也不会延迟留到现在。

2 comments:

  1. I dunno what to say but I understand that i need to console u or at least say sth to u.

    I know u are frustrated over what has happened. But i know that, once we have put a leg in it, we have to do our best in it. Sometime, it's pretty hard to have eveyrone hold the same view as us. What we can do is just be consistent in our view and do our part well.

    Gambateh NE

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  2. 我對我應該做的事情,從來都沒有敷衍過。當然我都會盡力,但那做事的心態已經不一樣了,是一種心淡了的感覺。謝謝你, 我很感激你的~**_*

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